The New new me 10/02/2009
 
no longer am I a poor dickey libertarian hate filled freshman failure.It's amazing how much a year can do to a person. I've moved all over the place, watched some fuckin' great videos,made a ton of friends and videos, had people die on me, and have had an ass load of girlfriends.
now I'm a sophomore an anarchist, an agnostic(with more of an atheist mentality) and further more, I just don't give a shit about any of this. I don't care what religion you practice, to me you're probably wrong, I don't care what your problems are, I don't care what you look like, I don't care if you like me, I don't care about any of it. I DO NOT CARE.
stop telling me about your problems.
I DON'T CARE.
you think I'm a stupid kid, great, go take you and your stupid ass preconceived notions about me and get the fuck away from me.
you think I'm stupid because I don't believe in whatever omnipotent sky daddy you pray to, then go back to your little worship house and cry about it, because your little propaganda bullshit fliers aren't gonna get you any where other than the back side of my give a shit emotion.
long story short my old dog may be coming back
 
The New Me 04/30/2009
 

I've recently been through two bullshit relationships and had a few incidents that have led me to create a few new theories on a broad spectrum of topics. 



The first one is on this crazy shit called love vs. affection


affection is like more obsessive and love is just compassionate partnership or an emotional relationship that is less invasive.


Teens typically don't love in relationshps they have affection for the other person.


in teen relationships sex is central.


Another thing I have decided is that other people my age typically don't grasp the concepts and realities that I an many other already understand such as love vs affection. 


So therefore I should treat them as equals until I get out of school because it honestly isn't their fault if they're just ignorant little pricks.


also because of this I've decided to abstain from relationships for a while because anyone I would have a choice from for dating is an idiot or an ignorant fucktard.


And also I'm going to commit myself to doing whatever I want rather than just saying I am. and mybe learn somthing along the way.

 
 

yah happy birthday freeworld 
another good example of how terrible my life is
today i was in art and i got shit thrown at me
cora my new girlfriend was supposed to stay after today with me and didnt
I went to a chinese resturant and spilled soda all over my pants
I realized how bad my life realy  is
I'm alone in the dark writing this shit
and no one gives a fuck.

 
 

have you ever been lied to cheated or abuse for any period of time to the point where you wanted revenge?


I have and it's pretty easy to get revenge.


to those of you who already know theres a game.


everyone is playing
the only way to win is be the best and never get caught.


how do you win??


the name of the game is power


first, find out who's stopping you from having power


then study your foe


find a weakness


research it


expose the weakness and attack it without mercy


format an allibi

lie and dont get caught

repeat untill you're on top

for everyone whos ever played cards before theres this thing called bluffing.

If you bluf you essentialy trick your opponent into thinking you're doing somthing or have a hand that is or isnt what you have in an attept to force your opponent into doing what you want.

well I bluffed

you guys probably think I lost the game
but
I'm still here
because I had already assured my victory a year ago when I decided to play for real.
no one has called my bluff.
probably because you think I actually fuck up by accident 
ha, wrong
think about all of this for a mi



 
 

weebly is being a faggot so in short
freshman suck cock.
and weebly still won't publish the damned post 

 
 

After all of the shit I've been through. 
I didn't need this.
Amy dumped me.
fantastic.
she has "feelings" for chris.

well fuck you and the horse you rode in on ya fuckin assclown
now I'm dating cora
fantasic
she's fuckin great. 
though I have a good feeling somthing bad is going to happen.
anyway all the people at my school are making this into a huge fucking deal.
i have only really been dating her for like 2 days ish
I havent kissed and I just held her hand
lets not get to fuckin sentimental here 
I mean I don't really care if you like men thats your bussiness but I don't so we're gonna try to keep it less gay
so now I'm prude I guess and i apparently don't know what love is.
fuck you guys
you don't know what love is
I was in love for almost a year
untill she fucking lied to me and destroyed my life, thank ya bitch thanks for fuckin ruining it
anyway so I was gonna kiss cora today
because It's really not that hard
It's a pretty easy task
but I'm afraid somones gonna fuckin say somthin and there won't be a god damn thing I can do about it
because of the whole getting sent away thing
so yah
I have done alot of fucking dirty little things before
and even though I'm not dating any of the people I did stuf with
out of semi respect for them and their respective vaginas
I wont kiss and tell
Even though in most cases I probably should
ya cheating whore!
anyw 

 
 

so, people, in case you're wondering, I never left, I have  alot of other shit going on as far as fucking youtube goes, so I'm going to give everyone the "411" (who says that, really) on whats been going on


ok so kI got into a dispute with ecloveanimals


here's the letter
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Please tell me because I need to know why the hell you are so stupid, and it's not just you, this is in part a research experiment for my fourth book.I don't understand you. You are like everyone else and I need to know what the hell is wrong with you.
let me point out your faults one by one each with a video "supahangrymucky had did" or by my own information
video by video you are wrong.
Wiccan-YOU ARE NOT A REAL WICCAN IF YOU EAT MEAT !!!!- most wiccans are vegitarians on that much you are correct, We do not have the same dna as vegitarian animals, we evolved from primates, they eat bugs, scientists not think out diets should really be fruit vegatable and insect based, so suck it. but not only that but there's a reason you have pointed canine teeth, theres a reason people like to eat meat.duh.the number one cause of the destruction of our environment is not people who eat meat or eating animals, its pollution MORON!the main way to "save" the environment is REDUCE REUSE RECYCLE!!! the natural way of life is to kill for food you moron.plants are living too dumbass, made up of living material, cells. humans are superior, why do you think according to your religon, you are able to perform "magick" and animals can't. 
as far as your religon goes here's four videos for you.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=W1K-xhhP0-s&feature=channel_page
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jWOvfT3dt_w&feature=channel_page
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JCHozytAYxo&feature=channel_page
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GsjEohZex_8&feature=channel_page
there you go
Next video
YOU CAN"T GET CHOLESTEROL FROM A VEGAN DIET.
now this one is interesting, you say you cant get high cholesterol from a vegan diet.
but you can still have high cholesterol on a vegan diet because of two factors 
#1 family history, if your family has a history of high cholesterol you will too most likely
and #2 your olive oil and I'm going to tell you the nutritional facts on that shit that you may not know
Evidence from epidemiological studies suggests that a higher proportion of monounsaturated fats in the diet is linked with a reduction in the risk of coronary heart disease. This is significant because olive oil is considerably rich in monounsaturated fats, most notably oleic acid.
In the United States, producers of olive oil may place the following health claim on product labels:
Limited and not conclusive scientific evidence suggests that eating about 2 tbsp. (23 g) of olive oil daily may reduce the risk of coronary heart disease due to the monounsaturated fat in olive oil. To achieve this possible benefit, olive oil is to replace a similar amount of saturated fat and not increase the total number of calories you eat in a day.
This decision was announced November 1, 2004, by the Food and Drug Administration after application was made to the FDA by producers. Similar labels are permitted for foods rich in omega-3 fatty acids such as walnuts and hemp seed.
There is a large body of clinical data to show that consumption of olive oil can provide heart health benefits such as favourable effects on cholesterol regulation and LDL cholesterol oxidation, and that it exerts antiinflamatory, antithrombotic, antihypertensive as well as vasodilatory effects both in animals and in humans.
But some clinical evidence suggests that it is olive oil's phenolic content, rather than its fatty acid profile, that is responsible for at least some of its cardioprotective benefits. For example, a clinical trial published in 2005 compared the effects of different types of olive oil on arterial elasticity. Test subjects were given a serving of 60 g of white bread and 40 ml of olive oil each morning for two consecutive days. The study was conducted in two stages. During the first stage, the subjects received polyphenol-rich oil (extra virgin oil contains the highest amount of polyphenol antioxidants). During the second phase, they received oil with only one fifth the phenolic content. The elasticity of the arterial walls of each subject was measured using a pressure sleeve and a Doppler laser. It was discovered that after the subjects had consumed olive oil high in polyphenol antioxidants, they exhibited increased arterial elasticity, while after the consumption of olive oil containing fewer polyphenols, they displayed no significant change in arterial elasticity. It is theorized that, in the long term, increased elasticity of arterial walls reduces vascular stress and consequentially the risk of two common causes of death—heart attacks and stroke. This could, at least in part, explain the lower incidence of both diseases in regions where olive oil and olives are consumed on a daily basis.
Another health benefit of olive oil seems to be its property to displace omega-6 fats, while not having any impact on omega-3 fats. This way, olive oil helps to build a more healthy balance between omega-6 fats and omega-3 fats.

NOW TO THE ONE THAT FUCKING PISSED ME OFF
MARIJUANA CURE MY SON ADHD!!!!
theres no mary jane in my meds
the pills dont cure adhd they treat the shit. I have add
its all qualified as adhd now bc the gov't is queer
listen, you have no idea what that shit does to your health, it sounds like you could give a shit about his health over his hyperactivity. let me read you the mother fuckin facts.no nvm youknow them
you are right about alot of shit on the pharmacudical industry.
there are tons and tons of cures for all kinds of disdeases, even cures for chronic pain. the government doesnt want you to know about so you'll buy their shit, even cures for cancer. they want money.
so thats all for now I'll get back to you with more later.


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and that was the whole letter
I'll bring you more nonsense and humiliating defeats at the expense of others as i develops

 
 


how things dont work


I somtimes try to understand how the world works but i think its quite easier to try and decide how shit doesnt work. the moon isnt actually made of cheese, which is actually pretty depressing because if it was the world might be a better place, or the cheeto corperation would rule the earth by withholding suck a vast amount of space cow bricks from the world or they would just eat that shit.


Babies dont come from the stork, which if they did would be fucking awesome. I mean lets think about this for a second. If i wanted a robot fish baby I wouldnt have to be a robot or do a fishlady. I could just order one, like bab E bay or some shit.I'm not that creative, im sure it would be a much more intelligently stork orientated titled company. stork co or somthing catchy like that. of course baby stocks would be included in the company and the whole world would be run entirely on one market. thus letting the stork people rule the earth and the cheesy moon of storktopia.


the toothfairy isnt real. but i'm sure the fact of some bitch taking peoples teeth would piss off the fbi and the federal government. the chineese would fuck her up. I mean seriously, if anyone besides the government has an extra fucking spool of thread the thread tax skyrockets.imagine if people were trading teeth for money, ww III bitch. and while I'm thinking about it the same goes for the easter bunny and santa.


the garden of eden isnt a real place. I mean if it was you know thered be some dumbass christian who'd try to eat the fruit off of that tree again just to see what flavor it was, and it wouldnt be some hindu or scientologist either, Is bet my left nut it would be some hardass nun or somthing. or ozzy, who would coincidently would fly back to the us to bite off my right nut.


smoking doesnt help you look better, because if it did I've got a fucking list of people who need to take up smoking right fucking now. seriously get a paper bag and a sharpie, or some scissors if you prefer. also those people probably should just start smoking anyway. it wouldnt help but if they were dead i wouldnt have to look at them anymore. also i know a few smokers who i would do if it did. but right now, you're still on the "somke that cancer stick" list. keep trying


happy meals dont actually make anyone but fat kids happy. because if they did i'd be eating that shit like crazy. I'd come home from school with like 12 empty bags that once contained happy meals. I mean just living is depressing, imagine if there was a meal that could treat depression, the fuckin FDA would never allow that shit, hospitals would say it caused cancer, even if it really didnt, entire clinics would have to come up with new reasons why there is somthing wrong with us.


the world really isnt going to end in 2012. because if it was, I would be stoned like right now, id have 5 girlfriends and Id be wanted for stealing obama. I would kill every god damn person who ever even looked at me wrong, Id build a real life iron man suit with funding from the mafia, who i would later instate as supreme leaders of the world as an actual working form of government that gets shit done.


micheal jackson isnt a pedofile, and i know this because if he was hed still be black. because he could get 8 year old inner city children to go down to his place to be in a music video fuck them and get away with it. i beleive kanyea west did somthing similar with a teenage girl. also the boys and or girls would be totaly ok with it. its not a sick fantasy its the truth. plus, mj is just fucking weird with all that shit aside. hes like brittney spears for gods sake. lets look at his father too if you dont beleive me.


Micheal moore isnt really a good film director. in reality hes just a pissed off fat guy who just wants to sound right every once in a while. of course deep down inside of all of us is a micheal morre just yearning to be correct every so often when we all know we cant be because of the egotistical fucks who beat us there. only act on moore when moore is acting right.


I have alot more shit to say but im going to get carpel tunnel or arthritis if i type anymore things that absolutely arent true. so yah i suppose that the great land of eartheopia isnt so great without the fictional things we once beleived in the childhood stages of life. it would make more sense if they did exist, but if i find storktopia, I'm not telling any of you bastards.

 
 

well fuck you guys im now single again. because im a dumbass and i dumped amy. not my faullt really.


but I wont get into it in detail



the whole thing sucks 


I'm alone 
its valentines day
my mom wouldnt let me see katy
hm hm
fuckin awesome, now im doing what she says and i still get fucked over
always always always
so in short
tommorrow I'm going to stephs tommorrow
just awesome
im ready to kill myself I think
but just for you guys I got 2 more fuckin post 4 u
keep an eye out

 
 

fuckin' A If someone had told me having a girlfriend was this hard when i was a kid, I'd probably fuck guys right now.


I mean when i started dating amy this is not the shit I signed up for. I really don't rember signing any fucking liability waver that said this shit was gonna happen.


I've moved 2 times since i started dating her


i used to see her once a week now because her mom is a TOTAL asshole, i get to see her once every 2 weeks.


joy for me.


and not only that but the more i go without amy, the more I consider these 3 girls.


but the idea of amy doing stuff with some other guy makes me want to puke, and then catrate that guy with a pair of boltcutters or a plastic spoon, Idk somthing arbitrary and blunt.


anywho, either way it's going to be a bitch of a week to drudge through, but this place has good people to help me through, but I think before the end of the week i'm going to have to kick someones ass.


unfortunate for me because im already on strike 2


well have a good one and dont give me shit this week or you're heads going up somones ass

 

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